Why do I have no will power??

Someone please explain to me why I am so greedy and useless as not eating… I actually can’t stick to anything for more than a week and its driving me insane!

All I can think of right now is what to have for lunch…I have my milk and coconut yoghurt with me for lunch so of course we’re going to go to the local bakery and get a massive baguette. USELESS!!!!

On top of this my friend isn’t going to spin so I’m now debating cancelling that. I know I’ll cancel as well but I need to wait a few hours first and at least pretend like I’m considering it. I need a good excuse…

I forgot to moo

Milk milk milk, it’s all I can taste or smell. I’ve been cheating and having a meal each day, I just can’t bring myself to stomach so much milk! I have been better on the exercise front though and going back to spin class and aqua aerobics (I was surprisingly flexible in the last class!)

Wednesday is my next “real” day for the diet so I’m going to try and be milk only for 7 days straight as that’s my check up with the nutritionist, I best have lost something or I’ll get in trouble.

Also treated myself to a fitbit flex, have to say it is completely pointless! Apart from the nice alarm in the morning waking me up, the thing just tracks my steps which are never enough and my calories which are either too low or too high. I just can’t find my happy medium!